Dancing In The Air

We often walk through life with this feeling; it's a feeling that weighs down the mind, body and soul. It is the sum manifestation of our worst fears and lost dreams. It causes me, in particular, to loose form. And yet...I am a soldier. I walk then run, then I pant and walk some more. But eventually I come to a point where I can't anymore. I just can't. My lungs give way and I depend on me too much. I often walk through life with doubt tied to my feet. I can't dance but now...I am determined to do so. I want to dance in the air like an eagle whether rain or shine or calm or storm. I don't just want to run but I want to do it gracefully and thankfully. Jesus...He gives me the opportunity each day to dance in the air. If I don't then it's because I haven't leaned on His everlasting arm. I choose to dance. I want to dance, I was designed to dance, therefore I shall indeed dance. I will step forward into His hand and dance all the way to everlasting. This is what I was made to do.

What's in a name...

Ok...so here's the skinny: I thought I named the relationship I had with a young man properly; I thought that I was in the right frame of mind. But guess what, I WASN'T! Lol It's so crrrrazy to me how I was caught up in self-righteousness and that I allowed me to blind myself. To find myself three steps behind where i thought I was was....compelling. I had so much joy and I realized that regardless of what my mouth may say in lying about what I go through or whatever I do, my heart and mind both know the truth. The truth was that this man was my boo in my heart as much as I 100% refused to believe it not nearly admit it. I love Jesus for His revelation. It pushed me to do what He's been pulling me to do for about a year now: bear my cross. I thank Him because He will guide me! I praise Him because He is worthy and I love Him because He loves me!! So what's in a name? The answer is---------EVRYTHING!!!

9/13/08 My Passion

My Passion
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My heart It is eyes that watch you bandage my every wound
My soul It is the ears that hear your loving grace keeping my life in tune My mind It is the brown hands that lift and stretch freely towards your life
Nothing has ever been so clear
Never have I experienced such fearless fear
The fear of You
The awe of You
I close my two eyes as my lips curl into a smile of gratitude
I thank You for clarity
Thank You for loving past my humanity
My past
My pain
My vices and chains
My feet are the thoughts that You use to guide me
My tongue is the weapon that You've given to fight the enemy
Overcoming
Over conquering
Over stepping tactics in the spirit realm
My belly is the molten lava that spews me into liberty
Now I can see
The scales have fallen
Now I can really see
You are my passion
My faith
My hope
My love
God... You are my everything

~Sarae